Jihad untuk Rohani

semlm ku takleh tido
tu lah padahnya nkkk jugak minum kopi kan.. haa hambik
org lain dah sedap2 tido akakkk sorang2 dok terkulat2
mula la nk berangan, pikir rmcm2
termasuklah berapa total lost dah abis utk beli baju raya budak2 ni
baju maknye jugak tak termasuk senarai, ye bang ajis?
tiba2 tringat, kan bes kalau ku beli sekali baju raya kat janda dan anak yatim kat kg ku tu sekali?
alah bukan byk mana pun, selai baju kat hytex tu baru seploh hengget, suar jins baru $15
kan ustad kata kalau nk sedekah patutnya kita dahulukan kom keluarga dan jiran2 sebelah rumah
sebenarnya akak janda ni, nama penuh dia ROhani binti Zainol
husband dia meninggal 3 pat tahun lepas. mati eksiden. arwah tu, Abg Usop keja driver bas ekspress. tah macamana hari tu bukan trip dia pun tapi dia gi naik bas tu dgn kekwn drebar dan 2nd drebar tu. bukan ganti, tp sesaja
yang sedih, bila dekat2 nk sampai rumah, dia kol Kak Ani, 'siap yang, satgi abg sampai kita kluar mkn'. seronok lah Kak Ani anak beranak.. until her phone rangs not much later..
Abg Usop dok kat kusi depan, tah mcmana bas tu terlanggar lori, heavily mounted with metal poles. and the pole went straight to his chest..
since he's not on duty, supposedly he didnt get all the insurance and perkeso sumer, tp sebab majikan kesian, they worked out something for his family.dpt la Kak Ani duit pampasan dan insuran for a couple of thousand ringgit.
tp takat beberapa ribu tu berapa lama la sgt nk tahan kan.. after that Kak Ani balik kg, dok dgn mak pak dia. kesian sgt tgk dia masa tu. she was sooo depressed sampai she dont even look like herself, ckp pun merapu. i can see her eyes were total blank.. gelap, takde sinar langsung.
they were loving couple before.. even anak2 dah besar (they had 3, eldest now form 4) stil jln pegang tangan. they may not be rich, but they'r happy.
lama jugak nk recover, after seeking spritiual help, now she's getting better. nmpk ceria sikit
not long after, her father died, so now the household adalah janda-janda dan anak yatim. her youngest brother came back to look after them. but how much he can provide with his meagre income. Kak Ani cuma buat kerja kg kat bendang je la, tu pun bermusim. mcm la ni mmg takde keja la sebab padi tgh naik

i heard she got bantuan zakat for raya for about $500, but with curent buying power, i think she can only afford a pair of cheap new baju kurung for her and family. baju kurng now pun koman2 will cost you $50, baju melayu lagi mahal kan. so, tak berkasut baru ke budak2 tu? nk juga simpan utk belanja sekolah ke apa esok2

since he daughter is the same age as my lil sister, bila beli apa2 utk my sis, ku tringat si Farah juga..

bersempena ramadhan dan syawal yg akan dtg ni, tetiba aku terpanggil
kalau korang2 ada used item nk didermakan pada diorang, let me know so that i can bring it back before raya.
so they might need:
1. baju kurung/blouse - if korang ada baju kurung cantik2/blouse yg dah tak berapa nk pakai, boleh bagi kat derang, both mother and doter saiz s, kecik kurus je
2. tudung - sure derang tringin nk merasa pakai tudung pesen baru mcm org lain, kan?
3. kasut susah sikit la sebab tatau saiz
4. shirts for the boys - dah lama tak tgk budak2 tu, so takleh nk agak besar mana. however, ku rasa saiz 7-8year and saiz 13-14yrs will be fine.
apa2 lagi korang rasa they need?
if you'r interested, letme know ok, so that i can arrange.
thank you for your caring self.