if u'r being 'penalized' for being a mother, (out of other thing/so many things that happen to my life..?)

what do you feel?

and due to tiny little little mishap here n there
somehow u'r deemed the most right person to be the .. ermm i dunno wat to say what, the least?
just beause someone HAS to be there
so u r kind of 'forced to sacrifice' for the benefit of the nation
(haa tu diaaa..)

what should i feel?
GREAT? HONOURED?

Semlm kepala makcik terhantuk kat bucu but keta
adoi laa sakit wehh

me -> getting blurred by day.