basilisk

this week is quite mandom for me
and horrendous too
my colleague was outstationing, leaving me lunch-time-buddyless
not that i mind that
eh actually nk mumbled pasal something else

i just hate it when i'm out of word, especially when i need them most
padahal dalam kepala ada tu tersangkut somewhere
it always happen to me
there are times when people telling me something
and i dunno what to say
like my mind goes empty, not so opionated (eh betul ke eja gitu, ke opinionated?)
kalau takat dgn kawan2 ke takpe lagi
but when it happens between bosses aiyoooo lagi laa.. tercabar ego akak , malu seyy
cam hape je ku rasa..rasa cam bodosss
or so CLODDISH

so korang tau ke maksud cloddish tu?
adakah korang akan rasa terhina kalau aku tetiba emel korang dengan tajuk 'Word of the day' dan tulis kat situ:
cloddish -
• adj (colloq) dungu, dengu: their ~ behaviour, tingkah laku mereka yg dungu

apparently some people did!
and tak puas ati kat aku
so be it!
my intention was good, anyway, and im sure of it
if you'r being extra sensitive, aku ampon kan
dah pujuk/explain pun still insist nk kecik ati jugak, sukati ler
it's your heart anyway.

the word has been used extensively, dalam dailies, newsreport, even dlm finance newsletter pun ada mentioning
so its not a low-class word after all

what' basilisk got to do with it?
i just know today that the myth has it the basilisk can kill his opponent by way of his deadly stare.

how i wish i can do that occasionally