Apa ada pada nama?

the much awaited news was deleivered last friday. at 6.30pm

by the time i was already home

so got mine today.

what can i say - with the revised job title and all

its bit not up to expectation..

well, at least to me, i still can swallow it

dont really make big fuss about it


to me, whatever is rizqi

cast down upon us by the Great Almighty

so,

if its not what you hoped

fret not

maybe its ME, MYSELF the reason

maybe i dont deserved it? (solat hujung2 waktu mcm tak ikhlas je ada ati nk minta duit berkepuk jatuh dari langit??)

and if, lets say la if

the reason was because i had long leave last year because im busy bringing Aliya to the world

makanya.. akak redhaaa..

because she's worth more than that..



apa2pun i stil regard this as rizqi ramadhan

semoga saya menjadi pekerja yang lebih cemerlang dan high performance

lebih ikhlas bekerja

serta tidak membuang masa berblog bagai

hehe.. see.. dlm dok insap pun sempat nk buat enteri baru

like my boss put it - rezeki tu bukan RM semata, kesihatan, bahagia.. pun rezeki juga. $ byk pun bukannya boleh janji ko happy.

ya, saya happy what i have right now

and saya juga bukanlah jenis yg mengejar pangkat sgt, now saya sgt bersyukur ada kerja, ada gaji tiap bulan utk sara keluarga. biarpun bukan tanggungjawab saya sepenuhnya, dah saya yg nak hidup bergaya berlebih2 haa kena la kuar duit sendiri ye tak?

kepada jiranku:

dgn ucapan, semoga bertambah dimurahkan rezeki dan berbahagialah kamu hendaknya ;-)



now,

the challenge is how could i help boost the morale of my staff(s) whom were entirely downn..??

see, i am not alone, derang lagi teruk, remuk rendam perasaan bagai kaca terhempas ke batu