melancholic day..

huhu..
today start off with melancholy feeling..
dun really know why.. but partly becos hb kind of partially forget my birthday
yeah i always say i dun really celebrate birthdays, that i dun really care
but when HE forgot that we'r supposed to go out for birthday dinner - sumthim that i would (so far) never forget if its his, or even his family's
buleh dia sebok mau pi pasar mlm..dah la pasar malam tu tak menarik pulak tu..eii mencabar kesabaran sungguh!
not that i wanted somthing extravagant.. i didnt even request my present pon..i dun mind if he didnt get me any..
just that.. i want to do something i want, happily with my beloved persons, on the only day in a year that truly dedicated to me..
is it so much to ask???

secondly.. today is our last day here at AG's office
tomorrow we'l defnitely moving to new office..
new,modern and kononnya cantik sgt opis baru yg ku tak suka sebab the trafik was soooooo bad! how la they can choose that kind of location grgrg..
i have to resort to ride in motorcycle with hubby to work - which i dreaded much - but have no other wiser choice. u know la riding motorcycle in kl is total nightmare.. cilok sana sini, peha tu rasa cam ...eiii fragilenyeeee lahaii!!! so exposed
furthermore ku rasa sedih sebabnya.. all this while after we were incorporated, staying close to AG is what bind us, but when we finally moved out.. baru come to m y senses that i no longer with govt services.. hmmm.. this is totally a stepping out, a point of no return.
lets pray this is indeed a good decision, a wise investment i ever made in my life.. aminnnn