5, 15

**Pembetulan, its 14, not 15 la, ku silap kira hehe, its all started in 1995 but i keep thinking end 1994*



tomorrow will mark 5th year of our union
also, this year is the fifteenth year since we pledged our love to each other, not the usual i like you, would u be my boifren/gelfren- kind of thing i must say hehe
sorry taknak citer our love story here, must la keep some secret kan.. its ours to share. kalau semua nk citer tak bes la kan Encik Ana kan!

well,
i guess its time to stop and stare
(Hey i like this song very much, thank you!)
to look back at what we have become,
what we had gone through,
counting our blessing
and look forward into the future

today
with 2 princesses tagging along, we still stand proudly together
hands in hands
we've made it dear!
and i am ever so grateful to find you next to me when i wakes up
knowing that you'l always come back to me at the end of the day

rasa cam kejap je kan
caya tak dah limabelas tahunn.. huhu
macam baru semlm ada org kena gelak sebab tertonggeng dlm bas metro
baru kemarin kita jalan kaki ronda KL, bet now jln kaki pi shell depan tu pun dah semput eh hehe
ingat lagi masa-masa our nama manja adalah 'saya' and 'awak'

but stil
there's some mystery about each of us
things that we never quite understan about each other
like you said it, kawen 30 tahun pun belum tentu kita dapat kenal pasangan kita
mcm tu baru la thrill kan dear?


cant believe i actually agreed to marry this man!!


Dear Lord,
please keep us in this unity
let us be in love with each other, and to each other only
keep the flames burning, and never die is despair
instil the trust, strengthen our faith
and leave us not for we might stray out of the right path
protect us from the evil temptation and thoughts
bless us with enough rizq so that we dont ask except from You
Give us a soleh son to complete the family, and to take care of us, here in this world, and the world after
give us wisdom to teach (and tell) each other
give us patience and perseverence to stand each other (Please!)
give us the strength to overcome any hurdles that may comes
Aminn..Ya Rabbal 'Alamin

too much drama will kill ya

i just hate to watch drama kat tv
tv3 used to show good teledrama
tp nowadays jalan cerita dah semakin mengarut2
now dah tak 'in' kalau takat citer lawan ckp mak and kawin lari pastu hidup susah, or org kampung yg asal miskin giler pastu berjaya hidup kat kl sampai ckp melayu pun tak berapa nk reti and, mesti la lupa kat makbapak kan.. tu dah jadi idea lapok
now drama yg (konon) hebat mesti la ada unsur2 incest, free sex, org tu tido dgn kakak org tu, kakak tu tido dgn bapak org ni, bapak tu dgn gelfren anak bapak tu, macam la zina tu dah takde makna, as if masyarakat sekrg ni dah tak kesah dah
janji tak mengandong or beranak then buang anak kat tong sampah.. what the fish!!

dan watak wajib mestilah ceo syarikat besar, model, mak mertua datin/puan sri vogue yg bela anak ikan, and fleets of bimmer and mercedes-benz,

i didnt say that org dulu2 baik2, tak buat dosa
yes they did, sama je cam generasi sekrg
but since dulu tak ramai org tgk tv, and this kind of activities did not goes public.not done openly, it becomes a taboo whenever one get him/herself involved. sohih2 kena umpat dgn org kampung, silap2 kena buang negeri
but now, bila benda dihidang hari2, lama2 jadi biasa
bila biasa, jadi tak kisah
kita tahu benda tu tak boleh, yet kita cuma mampu mengalihkan pandangan
too sad, kdg2 tak terdetik pun dlm hati kita yg benda tu salah!
see?
kita telah menjadi umat yg sgt lemah,
just ask yourself, how many of us dare to go to kissing couple in the lrt and bg ceramah tatacara berkasih sayang yang sepatutnya? will you?
silap2 kita pulak yg kena sekolah..

still, kita still oblivious, or should i say tak sanggup menerima hakikat yg masyarakat kita semakin berkarat.
parents still trusting their kids to go out, even girls, and balik rumah dah nk dekat tengah malam, thinking that, tak apa laa, bukan ada apa pun
maybe we still think that malaysia is considered 'safe; country where not many kena bunuh tiap2 malam kan, but tak baca paper ke, more n more people were killed! not to mention date-rape, ragut. mcm2 lagi lah
and now everywhere ada wifi, and everybody ada notebook
maka melepak la anak2 kita kat kedai mamak melayar intenet
tgk apa wallahu'alam
mencabar sungguh nk jaga anak2 di akhir zaman ni kan
besok2 aisyah/'aliya dah besar tatau la cemana

eh emo pulak makcik hari ni
hehe
ok la makcik nk pi ngaji ni, harap2 hari ni dapat sijil. makcik dah bekerjakeras berdiskus dan menyalin jawapn test dgn kawan sepengajian hehe
Daaa..!

today? tomorrow? its tonite laa!!

just now i kena gelak for free
i penned down some comment on my neighbour's blogging about the songs she grew up with, with suggestion to add the NKOTB (haa sapa terer teka nama penuh depa ni?)
but i accidentally put the new boys, instead on new kids haha
sama ja cam encik Ana, must la associate that tini weeny confusions with my deeply-hidden passion kat si tomok tu kan?
then, i tetiba teringat one of their famous song, but couldnt quite remember the tajuk, all i know is it starts with T,
today?
tomorrow?
ITS TONITE LAAA!!!
another round of free gelak by my keliq

tomorrow supposedly our anniversary
we both planned to take the day off, so its gonna be long weekend
but still no particular plan yet.
i decide, alang2 dah cuti tu, might take aisyah see her orthoptic, dah le ku udah postponed for like, err 3 bulan kot.
that's all, no plan for the rest of the weekend.

saja je, nk tgk kot2 la ada org nk buat seprais ke apa kann.. i dont want le to spoil 'the' plan.
but, the tree question of the millenium : ada ke pon?? hmm..

so semlm bila org itu tanya what's the plan, ku diam aje. dlm ati dok pikir kalau kau ckp nk pi mancing ke, layan motor ke, atau apa2 je rancangan yg tak melibatkan aku, nk aje aku pesan suruh pakai bulletproof jeket ke life jeket ke armour bodysuit .. apa2 je la yg boleh menyelamatkan nyawa. ingat aku senang2 amik cuti so that hang boleh berpoya2 sensorang?? kem salammm!

tp org itu kata nk pi serbis motor, so okaayy.. takpe.. pi lah.

buat kesekian kalinya

i am droggy, and sleepy
i was staring at the SOPs and the words started to appear blank and meaningless
i can barely open my eyes,
my back hurts

i had some urgent things to do, the GM already on the phone just now, reminding me to 'review the SOP NOW!'
my stomach were full from the hearty breakfast this morning, its free so balun je la

the fact that my immi and the HOD were not in office today always worked to transform me into a visionary worker : i already planned how to spend my lunch break hehe

minta tolong sesangat!

kalau padi katakan padi
tidak hamba tertampi-tampi
kalau bagi, kata lah 'ye, pi lah abang bagi..'
idak le saya ternanti-nanti..

one conversation leads to this, mumbled by a fren over an email
'kalau dulu org tu jahat/not so good, then reform jadi baik, somehow along the way Allah akan uji dia. sebab ujian ini lah akan menaikkan lagi darjat dia, if he succeed.
sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan menimpakan ujian ke atas hambaNya melainkan yang mampu di tanggung oleh hambaNya itu..'

so fret not whenever we'r faced with barriers or testing times
whenever the going gets tough, only the tough get going
those hurdles will somehow makes us a better person
doesnt matter if people know it or not, most importantly we, ourself, we know what we have become.

lagi,
jgn dengar ckp org, for forever we'l never do the right thing

and dont just simply jump into conclusion
look around you,
smell the air,
feel the difference
stop seeing with your ears, or believe everything you read
get out of the box,
or try to get to other side of the grass
pray to God to lead to to right path, point you the right out of the wrongs
then only you decide..

apa kaitannya?
tah.. just a reminder to myself, i guess
and yes, i actually refers that to akil hayy-wify-waheeda hot issue now
can i straightaway blame/kutuk2 any of them? then i did them no justice sebab the only info i gather was through the air. i dunno what's actually really going-ons, i dunno their side of stories
so there, i reserve my comment.
lagi pun buat apa nk sebok2 kan, macam la ustad akil nor wahida nk sgt dengaq pendapat aku kan

daddy-doter time

Tuan besar dikelilingi puteri-puteri nya

Tiada dalam gambar: Sang permaisuri

fresh from my not-so-back yard

2 3 hari ni snow lebat la pulak..
habis frozen buah stoberi ku

sedap la pulak frozen stoberi ni

meh la rasa

patutla Tuan Besar sungguh bengkeng bila aku nk defrost the peti ais..

muahahaha!

jom gi cameron eh?

ramalan cuaca semlm ckp suhu di cameron 15 derajah celcius

lebih kurang suhu kat los angeles je

tapinya

2 2 pun takdak salji

and ku masih fobia dengan laporan karamsingah walia

weekend yang letih

last friday, i went to haven..
betoii.. tak tipuu
awat tak caya?
beh kan, tak solat pun boleh pi syurga
lagi2 bila org belanja
atau dapat diskaun buy 1 free 1
by end of the day i was floating, my legs feel limb
eyes barely open
mlm tu Tuan Besar nk pi mancing pun i didnt care.
i put the kids to bed as early as 9.30, with the hope i can get my beauty sleep
tp hampehss
aisyah stil hokhek2 merengek dan diikuti dengan raungan syahdu di tengah mlm
pagi2 lagi the duo sudah bangun and three of us had splashing time together while abak dok mengkrohkan dirinya
like aisyah said 'abak shleep.. abak marasss (malas)' hehe well said girl!
by 11'aliya sudah mau tido balik
and so did their mummy hehe
later Tuanbesar were up and well and keluarkan arahan kepada semua org supaya bersiap, nk pi mkn nasi ayam mohamad chan kesukaan beliau, plus nk beli new glove.
glove motorsikal laa..
i didnt say a thing but to follow diligently
then spt biasa tempat wajibul ghunnah di hari minggu ialah melepak minum kopi kat giant. dan harus lah juga masuk tawaf kat dlm tu serta menghabiskan sakibaki duit dihujung bulan membeli benda yg rasa mcm perlu (tapi tak perlu).
then balik tu pi s.alam sat sebab aisyah dok tanya tokmama. rindu la tu
TB ckp balik je la, if not mak akan video-calling him 67 juta kali selagi tak dpt jumpa cucu..
mlm tu abak ajak dinner kat putrajaya, nasib baik tak pi ani sup yg baru buka kat sana, kalau setakat pi putrajaya semata2 nk mkn sup cik ani pada harga promo $2 mmg laa..
then drop by rumah besan mak & abak
kesian alongs, kacau je plan derang nk pi tgk wayang hehe

only later that day i told him bukankah kita plan nk pi mandi sungai?

mlm tu tido s.alam
pagi2 aku ajak balik, sebab kat rumah segunung kain baju tak basuh
dan 2 3 gunung lagi tak berlipat
belom masuk lantai dah 2 mgu tak bersapu
sawang kat tingkap jgn ckp la
so perhatian kepada sesapa nk pi rumahku, aku minta tolonggg sgt2
tolong la jgn nk jenguk2 kat belakang tabir langsirku yaa. terima kasih.

tp kan ada org tu nk marah2
alah, hangen le sebab tak dpt 'beauty sleep' kome kan?

honesty the best policy?

I CANT TELL LIES
BUT I AM NOT GOOD AT TELLING THE TRUTH EITHER

so, pabila diriku menjadi fedup mendengar benda2 yang diulang2 banyak kali dalam nada yang sungguh menjengkelkan, tahap ke'respek'an itu mula merudum. wadafak?

dan
pabila tetiba aku menjadi subject matter tanpa bagi salam,
..eeh eh??

kadangkala niat yg baik tidak cukup, kerana niat tidak menghalalkan cara


sekian terima kasih.

San Antonio who?

i noticed someone from san antonio visiting few times

but im clueless who'd that be?

cindy?

whoever you are

please feel free to say hi

Adik botakk..

yesterday aisyah draw this: 'ini adik Liya botak!'


but then she add the wavy lines
which normally appeared whenever she draw herself : ini rambut aisyah kerinting!

these pictures taken after jenjalan kat giant, after she promised to be good girl. mummy returns the favour by taking her to play at the 'telowong'.

we got the face mask for free (tak ingat beli apa tah) saja suruh dia pakai

semlm jumpa maklong, whom she still called 'auntie maklong'

seronok la maklong belikan sepit byk giler,

pagi2 tadi mata tak buka sebok tanya 'mana cekak aisyah, nk pakai pi sekolah..'

penyu menangis hanya sudirman yg tahu..

opps buat keja dulu
karang i tulis panjang2 yaa

daa..!

My (Not-so-well) Riding Wish List

i've been riding pillion for almost 2 years now (in KL la beb, merendek kat kg takyah kira laa), including the 'time-off' after the minor insiden at Federal hiway last year (i was about 6w pregnat with aliya that time. alhamdulillah she's safe and sound till date) yupp, i banned myself from the backseat until maternity leave was over. then its when i started to resume my prime position on the much higher abg Nin.
of course travelling in KL's ever congested roads and hiways are never the same experience riding kat kg tokai. over there its considered a must for everyone to atleast know how to ride motorbike. i had a fren who rode to school on her own while in Std 6! yes, she is girl! moms hardly worry, or atleast they dun really show their concern when their school-going kids throts in motorbike to go to nearby shop, in fact lagi suruh ada laa!
i too, learn to ride at tender age of 12, opp 11 actually dah gatai nk bawa motor, pantang ada kunci mula la nk kick the start, press2 minyak vroom vrooom. rasa cam terer je
masuk drjah 6 baru lah ayah taught me to ride. it helps that i know how to bike, so balancing was not a problem. then i left for boarding school, so peluang melepas gian naik motor cuma time cuti kena hantar adik pi sekolah, amik mak balik kelas ngaji etc.. see, parents did actually trust me to carry my adik! cannot imejin myself letting aisyah n aliya on the bike themselves. naik kereta pun beria ku paksa duduk carseat bagai.
i went for my licence after spm (see merendek merata licenceless gituu..kelasss!) but failed. so survived on my L lesen for a while until one embarrassing incident right in the middle of town. hehe since then ilang stim nk bawa motor sendiri. then proceed for my driving lesson and found the joy of sitting comfortably in the car and.. bye bye 2-wheelers..
tapi siapa kita melawan takdir kan..eceh
i had to succumb to the pressure and challenges in life.. when family grow, there's more need and others' interest that i had to take care of, more sacrifices to make..
aisyah was sent to my mother-inlaw daily. so we had to commute Damansara-S.Alam-KL-S.Alam-Damansara on daily basis. imagine we spent most of our treasured family time in the car alone! sebelum subuh lagi sudah kena keluar rumah to avoid the heavy traffic.. then only around 10 we can reach home. mmg terus tido je la.. pity lil' Aisyah juga kena kacau tido pagi2, time tido malam pun tak tentu..
when i was transfered to putrajaya, things get better, as it's less traffic, and hubby start to ride on motorbike to work.
then things lead to another until Tuan Besar showed his interest on superbike. yes every man love big bikes but i never know he actually siriesly interested. serious enough to actually consider buying one. see this entry
i was heavily pregnant with aliya by the time abg nin become part of our family, so no riding until the end of my maternity leave. in fact, TB tak penah ajak i naik punn.. kejam tak?
until Puan Besar ini merajuk baru la ala2 nak tanya 'eh u nak naik ke?' mestilah nak bang oiii!! ingat hg sorang je ke nk merasa?
i rode on his back since my first day resume office, kdg2 bila musim hujan, we'r back to KakJah (the old yamaha). since then, i started to familiarize myself riding with the bigger boys. baru tau mcm2 accessories nk kena apply, mahal2 lak tu.. adoiii
till now, i havent got any of them! leces la, not many choices here in KL/malaysia. kalau ada pun sakit jantung punya mahal. tak cantik satu hal..
dok cari kat internet pun had problem with shipping, lg pn takleh try, belek2, pegang, cium macam kat kedai, takde feel la. ye la fitting ni kat subjective, karang tak seswai satu hassle pulak nk return

so what do i need?

calon-calonnya adalahh...

1. riding boot.
kat kedai man ada cap B je. ku getik nk Diadora/puma buleh? hehe .

2. riding jacket
preferably mesh.. kl panas wooo giler nk pakai kulit. but apa2pun must be well-padded, nicely fitted to my odd-body shape, haa sapa nk jawab tu.. kena tempah sendiri la. local stock mostly cater to men je, baju pompuan pun cam takde beza je. mana buleh lagu tu kan, org pompuan memang mementingkan gaya.
i found this. mcm bes je kan? kan bang kan?

3. glove
biq Q: perlu kah? macam i nak ikut pi ride jejauh tu kan, takat 20min nk pi kerja glove pekebun dbkl tu pun ok apa?

what else eh.. emm lets see what about this:

4. fitness training
for my rear bumper la (specifically) hehe. i bet that'l be the best accessories Tuan Besar can ever put to his bike. so tayah la susah2 pasang muffler (pebende pun ku tatau), ekzos kimora ka sakura ka, stiker ka.. just sent me to pusat penjagaan badan, bygkan.. melentik je kat belakang tu.. hahaha

5. maybe bila aisyah dah besar sikit we'l need this

mcm comel je kan

fashion line of my name

found that there is brand after my name. femes gak eh nama ku, pandai mak bg nama. i even sometime dpt emails and facebook request from tah sapa2, mostly iranian,dah la tulis bahasa parsi mmg makcik tak paham apa butir.
back to the brand, yet to explore more, what it offers and such. ada ternmpk pairs of jeans kat kat ebay,
nice trimmings eh
bila ku gugel kat this particular store named after me (eceh perasann) i found this




design dia tahape2, ada satu pants kelako giler, pesen yg pakai atas pinggang (mcm yg CT kena kutuk giler hr tu hehe, eh incik Ana, apa nama lecturer yg pakai suar atas pusat tu?)

back by popular demand

actually hari ni akak rasa cam nk 'cuti' dari update blog
hari2 menghapdet rasa cam terover sudaa
tetapi dengan tidak disangka sangka ada pulak dpt emel suruh ahkak update
maka atas permintaan tak berapa ramai ni ahkak gigihkan diri tulis sesuatu lah ye
apa nk meraban ni.. ermm

1. akak sebenarnya tak puas ati dgn diri sendiri sebab selalu ngelat and miss sesi mengepam pagi2, menyebabkan hasil dari ladang tak mencapai had yang ditetapkan.. pagi2 selalunya agak 'sebok' atau akak kena buat2 sebok, sampai nk pi toilet pun mcm tak dan. tp kan, sebenranya akak ni jenis kalau dah duduk tu malass nk gerak dah. udah la now dah jadi blogger tegar maka kena la tambah konsentrasi. selalunya bila tgk jam dah dekat lunch break. dan sesi mengepam akan ku pospon ke pukul 2. alasan yg diri sendiri bagi ialah senang pi pantry terus pi toilet amik wudhu and solat sesiap, tayah buat trip 4 5 kali. sebenarnya azam akak nk breastfeed anak2 sampai umor 2 tahun. doa2 kan lah ye.. kena la redho bersusahpayah sket at the time being nk usung beg pam merata2, pi berjalan pun kena pilih tempat yg bf frenly terutama bg aktiviti selak menyelak. now 'aliya dah setat gigit and tarik menarik, sabor je laa

2. akak rasa bersalah kat dunia sebab pakaikan lampin pakaibuang (mcm skema je bunyinye)skrg bila kat rumah je la akak bg 'aliya pakai lampin kain. tu pun kalau teringat. washable ni lecesnya bila nk basuh, since pakai kadang2 so kena la basuh tgn sebab dia takleh letak softener. tp kalau kerap pakai, i.e banyak helai barulah cost effective kalau nk masuk mesin. sorry cudnt help la, akak kan org akaun mmg takleh lari dari pikir cost-benefit analysis hehe. kalau hantar nursery mcm tak hygienic pulak derang kumpul diaper mughoffafah tu sampai petang. tp org lain okay ja, siap boleh kumpul basuh semgu sekali, including yg ada poo poo!

3. akak ni kan, getik je nk pi belajar folk art kat OneUtama tu. bila eh? dah lama berangan nk berkerastangan cat balik katil lama and buat decoupage..*dreamingg...* pastu nk buat makeover master bathroom.. *dreaming lagi..*

sekian terima kasih.

catatan makcik rempit

sekarang makcik rasa cambes pulak merempit
ye lah pagi2 dah merasa 'fresh air' walaupun hanya untuk 0.00003 saat sebelum sangkut belakang lori atau bas sekolah. tu kira okey lagi, kena ikut belakang lori sampah mak aiii mmg putus napas kat situ jugak, tambah2 yg berisi penuh muatan dgn air meleleh ke jalan ewwwwww! bygkan cairan2 itu dirembes ke udara dan dibawa oleh anging lalu singgah ke jeket kuuu euwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!
ok stop.
sebenarnya kan, makcik rasa berterima kasih jugak la kat abg NINja ni.. mmg tak salah la keputusan makcik bagi kelulusan utk pakcik ko beli motor, (insyaallah)
sebabnya dari hari ke sehari motor ni byk gak memainkan peranan mengerat dan menambah perisa dlm hubungan.
mcm kalau gaduh tu kan, terpaksa juga duduk dekat2 dn sentuh2 walau hati membara
kalau naik keta duduk jauh2, sorang pandang kanan sorg pnadang kiri
but naik moto kalu takdenye makcik nk duduk jauh nun di hujung seat, nk mamposs
dan bila dah sentuh2 tu kan, boleh la 'sejuk' sikit.
bila anda pasangan kimia yg serasi, kalau hati tgh sakit mcmana pun, sel2 badan akan mula tunjuk perasaan dan pakat ramai2 pester sang otak, lalu otak akan mula put the rational in place. baru boleh pikir dgn baik, masa tu rasa marah pun kurang la sikit
lagi satu, bila makcik beri sokongan padu, pakcik pun tau gak balas jasa ;-p
la ni senang sikit la makcik nk pi mana2 atau nk minta apa.. ugut je tak kasi pi TT or ride hehe

dari pemerhatian makcik la, ekceli naik motor byk persamaan dgn perkahwinan
sebabnya:
1. naik motor berdua memerlukan semngat yg tinggi dimana rider perlu ada ciri2 pemimpin dan rasa tanggungjawab pada org belakang.
2. si pillion pula perlu ada keyakinan dan kepercayaan yg sungguh tinggi pada rider. if not jenuh la bertepuk tampar dan cubit mencubit atas motor
3. both must have some ilmu pasal motor dan tatacara jalanraya, jadi pillion faham kenapa ada masa rider kena senget, bila kena overtake, dan bila kena ckp bahasa isyarat dgn kereta yg tetiba mencelah masuk lane sebelah.
3. kdg2 kena pakai 'baju hujan'
4. both kena register and dpt lesen
5.makcik lupa la, minggu depan la sambung okes

alhamdulillah its friday

today is isetan pre-sale
meaning para-para ahli diumpan dgn diskon yg maha dahsyat, up to 20% more than non-members diskaun
iye.. aku terpengaruh jua
tp sebab sebok belek baju anak2 dan dngn semangat kekawanan yg sgt tinggi meneman member beli baju baru, ku tak sempat cari benda yg ku nak
iaitu kasut, lingerie (hadiah kawen utk along hehe) dan set cadar.
since this wiken ada jemputan ke party bash, ku beli juga some present utk tuan rumah. yee.. im stil invited to party you see.. cumanya parti budak2 je la hihi
i bought berus gigi as the besday presen, ok tak
dont you think her doctor mommy tak ajar anak beli berus gigi ke
wpun murah je berus gigi tu, dgn kreatibiti kwn2 kat ofis telah membuatkan my present look like this

since aku terlupaa nk beli wrapper, terpaksala guna barg2 terpakai kat ofis ni
bukan la aku cheapskate sgt kan , mak bersemngat nk sahut cabaran untuk kitar semula..

sedarlah bahawa kita tidak mewarisi bumi ini dari ibu bapa tetapi meminjamnya dari anak-anak kita.. aiceh!

memori daun pisang

entri ini khas buat Tuan besar
di musim org pi hanimun ni mmg teringatla balik zaman-zaman kita lepas kawin dulu kan..i faham.. hihi
tapi gambaq takdak la.. masa tu kami tak reti nk pakai digital lagi, pakai kamera filem je. semua selamat dlm album kertas kedai gambar yg tah kat mana ku letak, most prob dalam kotak yg stil tak berkemas masa pindah hari tu



alahai tonetnya gambar
that's the very room we stayed, betui2 depan pantai
the beach pun cantekk..

yup i'l love to come back
but kalau Tuan Besar nk upgrade ke casa del mar pun okay je ;-p

Record breaking

wallaa pecah rekod bulan ni aku buat entry hari hari!
kudoss buat diri sendiri

bulan may ni byk pulak sambutan
1 may - labor day. best dpt cuti pree
4th - besday adik aku, wic aku lupa. patut la hari tu aku rasa semcm je, keep thinking what about the date, awat cam patut ada something je..takpe hadiah hg dah dpt 2 bulan sudah kan.

8th - birthday ibu mertua ku
9th - Wesak, patutnya cuti tp jatuh pada hari sabtu
10th - mother's day, along kawin.
11, 12, 13, 14th - ku rasa besday somewan tp ku tak ingat sapa.
16th - selamat hari guru. takdak cuti, maka sila abaikan (kecuali ju)
29/30th - ulangtahun kawen, yg ke berapa ya enAna?
30th - pesta kaamatan. takpe tak sambut. tp ada org kawin kat somban. nk poie ke?

im suspicious

ku rasa my pc kena sesema la, if not kecacingan
semlm tetiba kuar tingkap intenet explorer beribu2 jenuh nk tutup tingkap
last2 ku suruh mr task manager je la
tp pc ku gantung diri pulak lepas tu

hari ni seems ok
ada la hick up sikit2, kejap2 tergantung sana sini but
as long as ku boleh buat kerja ok la
plus boleh juga ku guna alasan pc lembab ada problem when boss asked for the report
'ye saya dan nak habis ni, pc ni la taktau la kenapa'
- padahal makcik dok melayar alam maya tak hengat hehe

mlm ni balik s.alam jap
majlis makan2 pertama bersama ahli baru - the Alongs
ijat pun ada sama.
dulu when i came, mak beli new dining table with 8 seater
now kena upgrade lagi eh mak?
takpe along suka mkn depan tv je, anyah suami misali kena jaga anak dulu eh
so cida n ta boleh konker meja hehe

Delima ibu bekerja *UPDATES*

initial discussion with big bos revealed that there might be chances that the trip to be postponed, since bigger bos is coming back after leaving her office empty for 2 months, surely it'l be hectic for the whole month
but 'might' seems so unsure..
_________________,,_____________________

biasa la org ada pekerjaan kan
mestii ada cobaan dan rintangan
at least aku patut bersyukur sebab sekurangnya it means aku ada kerja dan ada income, any obstacle sure ada solutions kan. try to be positive

kali ni pasai outstation
my next assignment is Terengganu
ikut jadual asal next month, iyer June. lepas cuti sekolah
sebab masa cuti sekolah ramai org cuti so karang ofis lengang je kan
my problem takde la besar mana
tp sebagai ibu yg bertanggungjawab its a big thing for me to have to leave aliya behind
hmm.. she's stil bf you know
and mlm2 nk tido mesti pekena seround dua
then tgh mlm hokhek2 nk lagi
*alaaaa loceng ni.. ada fire drill ke
cemana la aku can have the heart to let her sleep alone for 3 nights??
mmg ku tak boleh excuse sebab:
1. my bos yg sepatutnya pi dah awal2 minta excuse sebab anak dia nk peksa upsr.yup she's a mom to, i can understand that. plus she never fail to go everytime, while me and my other colleague take turns. i think the mgt has been considerate enough to us young mothers.

2.tahun lepas sudah byk kali excuse sebab pregnant. now baby dah kuar nk excuse lagi? aiyaakkkk

so what's in my think tank?
1. import ibunda utk tolong babysit aliya. aisyah boleh tinggai kat s.alam, mil will be more than pleased to take care of her, right Tuanku?
*not that me sukasuki nk burden mak & mak mertua, me boleh aje nk ajak they all ramai2 ikut ke sana tp understandably everybody have their problem kan. kalau bawa my mom sorang2 pun kesian gak kat dia sebab she's not the adventurous type, sure tak berani nk kuar bilik.buatnye aku balik lewat cemana? kalau ajak mak&abak, i dunno their schedule, kot ada apa2 taknak la ganggu. and to leave aisyah with them pun, takut mengganggu jugak kan.
cadangan kedua:
drag hubby wit me - i dun care, just take 4 days off, unpaid pun unpaid laa. dpt claim ku bayar la elaun babysitting you itu yee!

so dear hubby,
what say you?

my partner in crime tadi ckp ok gak kalau bawa maid dia, she also can bring her 2 kids. but to leave the maid alone with 3 toddlers and 1 infant? huhuuu mau pingsan bibik!! tak pun lari terusss..

makcik kayooo

aku banyak duit tauu

haa tgk la tu
berkepuk duit aku
sampai terkeluar-keluar


agak2 cukup tak nk beli coach sebijik?

Tahniah!!

at last.. kawen juga along eh..
ye la dah sampai jodoh korang kan

so tahniah kepada penganti kedua, semoga perkahwinan diberkati dah dirahmati, serta dimurahkan rezeki sekeluarga, amiinnn..
actually semlm hanya majlis akadnikah, the wedding receptions insyaallah will be held this August.

special prebiu utk sesapa yg kenal (on behalf on pengantin yg sebok berhanimun di sana nunn hehe)
taraa...
wajah ayu sang pengantin..kontrol ayuu (padahal dlm ati melompat2 hahahha.. gurau2 ek along.. jgn maree)aisyah was suddenly amazed tgk bulumata maklong hihi
saat diijabkabul oleh abang kadi..alhamdulillah dengan dua kali lafaz along and along sah menjadi suami isteri. lepas selesai along dengan rasa rendah diri dan tawadduknya telah menolak tawaran abg kadi utk bcakan do'a hehe

sesi cium mencium

the hantarans, 3 from the groom (kat hujung nun) dibalas 5 oleh bride

nk inteprem jugak

Hari Ibu eh semlm?

bukan aku tak tau bahawasanya ahad 10/5 adalah hari ibu sedunia
org lain pun tauu
cuma depa saja buat taktauu
walaupun terang-terangan ku sudah beranak dua, nobody actually wishes me
the only wishes yg ku dpt cuma dari forwarded smses, dari my fellow fren, yang berstatus ibu-ibu jua adanya..
dan aku juga membalas dendam dengan tidak menghubungi ibu aku sendiri. hehe
kejamkah aku?
takpe semlm ada ekskius kann -> sumer orang sebok dgn majlis along.. (nasib le kau alongs selamat menjadi kamben-itam ku..)
actually aku tak ler gigih sangat nk sambut
sebab ku rasa semua ni perangkap media dan plot-plot konspirasi tokey kedai hadiah bersama penanam2 bunga cameron highland yg dah tak berapa nk laku sejak karam singh wa*lia rajin benor naik turun cameron tu..
tapi kan..
walaupun orang akan berkata 'kenapa nk tunggu hari ibu,hari lain tak boleh ke celebrate?'
sekali sekala ku rasa.. why not dedicate one single day in a year just to show our appreciation to our mother (termasuk la the mother of anak2 Tuanku ye..)
sebab nk tunggu hari lain tu bila tahun gamaknye ye..
sedangkan nk ucap 'terima kasih' setahun sekali pun payahh.. wajarkah aku menaruh harapan tinggi ada org nk ckp 'terima kasih kerana menjaga anak2ku..' dengan mata yg berkaca2 setiap hari??????
kalaulah ucapan itu boleh diganti dgn 'eh lu apa hal?!' mmg jamin setiap hari tah payah minta sure dapat punya lah
aku tak minta bunga ros berdozen, cekelat ke kek ke..
cukup la dgn 2 3 patah perkataan spt thank you, i love u
sudah cukup buat aku teruja sampai malam jumaat depan
(tp kalau dpt baucer spa retreat ka, revised allowance ke, holiday package ke, umrah ka akak terima dgn tangan terbukaa..)
tp dah takde apa2 ni kan.. hmm tgk laa

ermm jap eh nk call mak aku ckp hepi belated mother;s day..

Semangat Bumi Hijau

Tuan besar sekarang sungguh bersemangat menyahut seruan kerajaan untuk bercucuk tanam
now that we had the privilige of having tanah sekangkang kera, he is so excited to start his latest obsession. ditambah pulak dapat bapak mertua yg berkongsi minat sama-sama turun padang melawat kawasan eh meronda sekitar taman asuhan pokok2 sekitar sg buloh itu, ditambah pulak dgn sumbangan baja2,racun serangga dan khidmat nasihat percuma. while me as tipikal pompuan must la berangan nk pokok2 yg berwarnawarni kan, Tuan besar lebih suka tumbuhan yang membuahkan hasil katanya ketika diinterbiu semalam.
sekarang tiap pagi pokok2 kesayangan itu kasi mandi dulu, balik keja pokok jua dihadap dulu
kira astro dan beanbag dah jatuh nomot 2 la

hasilnya.. karapole a.k.a daun kari
pandan kesayangan TB
barisan serai yang sedia berkhidmat

we did (eceh nk tumpang glamer gak)tried to semai few pokok sayuran spt cili dan tomata. lepas ni kitorang dah tak payah pegi pasar okayyyy.. sila kagum
tp tak nmpk pulak pokok2 yg serupa pokok itu yg tumbuh.. heran aku
mgu lepas ada satu pokok, which according to Tuan besar is pokok kentang
aku tersangat la heran sebab setau aku kentang tu tanaman menjalar, tp 'pokok kentang' TB menegak je.. disebabkan TB mati2 mengaku tu pokok kentang dia so we just keep it, boh baja yo yo.. until one day TB found the kentang already rotten next to it.. so soklan cepumas: pokok apakah itu?
naluri hati kecil hamba mengatakan selama ini kami telah membela pokok rmput dengan jayanyaa
since we'r out of tanah space, we did the nursery-thing in the most efficient, energy-saving way : the fridge, container bawang2ku,on the sink, celah2 pintu (believe me this is the best place to grow your cili)

Tuan tanah in action

bOLing Lagi

semlm we went bowling again
actually dah lama ku tak ber bowl
dulu2 masa zaman muda rumaja agak kerap gak ler (read: lebih dari 3 kali jer pun) berbaling2 boladgn kengkawan. masa tu murah lagi, per game like $3+ je, ye la, nama pun tahun 90an kan
semlm baru ku tahu now kadar itu sudah mencanak naik mencecah paras siling RM8, jadi 8 X 6 X 2 haa kira la sendiri ye..
rabak jugak la poket Tuan Besar
nasib baik kerabakan itu dpt dikaber melalui kemenangan beliau (read: kali pertama dalam sejarah)
semalam Tuan Besar sekali lagi menjadi kebanggaan keluarga beliau apabila berjaya mengalahkan juara 7 kali strike berturut2 ituu.. sengeh besar la tuan besar..

gaya eksyen seorang juara
Aliya sampai tertidur..
aisyah spt biasa jadi pengawas

abak, hargailah kesungguhan anak2 mu memberi sokongan padu
juga mummy yg tak boleh duduk sebab kena dukung aliya
sila jgn lupa mention nama kami dlm ucapan kemenangan nanti yaa!

selamat hari lahir Mak..

err yg ke berapa eh?
ku selalu lupa Mak lahir tahun berapa
sebab yg selalu ku ingat is the date 8/5
sebab kena ingat every year, maka tahun semasa kejadian sebenar itu tak penah menjadi persoalan
Mak, age is just a number kan, and i dpnt want to remind you how 'far' you've come.. hehe sweet tak haku? (ayat cover sebenornye..)
last year Mak sambut bertiga je dgn Abak, dan Aisyah mengekor sebagai hiburan tambahan, so we dont hold any celebration. they went for holiday together..
ye.. bawa cucu je. anak2 babai ye.., korang dah besar sila berholiday sendiri2 ye..
hehe ala kasi can le mak abak have time together2 kan
last week Aisyah tetiba bertanya 'hepi besday tok nanti nak pi rumah sejuk ke?'
amboiiii.. ingat ajek eh Aisyah

well this year Mak is kinda busy nk sambut menantu baru
alamakk jatuh saham ku sudaa ekekeke
takpe, kasi can kat kaklong pulak hihi

so
what to get Mak eh?
err, learn my mistake - never put hope on incik bernama Ana ituu

actually i bought her tudung, tp tak muat la pulakk
that's the prob kalau nk belikan kain or baju because she wear very odd sizes
aiseyy hutang kain batik Mak yg 2 helai tu stil tak berbayor lagi
minta maaf byk2 Mak, tak jumpa kain batik buka besar tu, sampai ke Langkawi ku berpesan2 tp susah sgt nk cari batik Kama (ku rasa tu la nama dia kot)
hmm maybe have to wait till my trip to ganu in July

someone gave me makeover voucher
agak2 kalau bagi Mak, dia nak tak eh?
ok la tu mak, sekali sekala kann
pastu confirm Abak ajak pi rumah sejuk tu lagi hehe jgn marahhhhh

sejak dua menjak ada folower ni kan, gigih sungguh makcik menghapdet blog
wakakaka!
sememangnya menyuntik semangat waja yang berkobar-kobar
dua baris pun jadi lah kann.. ;-p


aah lupa nk citer episod malu makcik masa outstesen hari tu
makcik kena pi buat lawatan mesra ke satu jabatan ni kan, masa dok tunggu kat luar tu dengar la the officer ajak one of the staff masuk bilik meeting, makcik dengar dia ckp 'Datin, naik dulu'. so makcik pun, okayyy ada datin eh keja kat sini.
the Datin look so la humble nye, dlm ati makcik 'emm tak belagak eh mak datin ni'
ye la tak heran la kalau kerani biasa pun boleh jadi Datin, mana tau laki dia somebody kan. kat pejabat lama makcik dulu pun ada cc yg pangkat datin tp menten low-profile jek
so again, during the meeting, the chairman, in his opening speech, did mention the Datin again, so makcik pun, masa ucapan balas, feel the urge to give her some recognition jugak la kan, siap angguk2 kepala lagi tuhh..
lepas dah abis tu, my kelik gelak2 bgtau 'eh nama dia mmg datin la.. Datin binti.. wakakakaka'
cissss.. malu makcik
tp tak malu sgt laa, sebab makcik takde la over ckp yg berbahagia bagai
and the fact that makcik dah terlajak sket masa opening to helps to cover up jugak
nasib baik le makcik tak berkobar sebut nama dia awai2
hahaha

hek elehh eksyen ko nyahh... takpee..

amboi eksyen yo bang ajies..
tau la hamba ada utang dgn DYMM
tapi takyah la main kuis2 je
kecik ati hamba tau







- so not talking to you today ok!-

Welcome to the Club isteri-isteri misali

in 3 days time, im gonna have a new biras.
i used to have one, but tak sempat nk kenal, she's gone..too bad.it's a sad sad story but i reserve my comment, for i pun dont really understand what had happened.

i really hope this one stays
so nanti i had geng to go shoping, had girls day out,gosip2, anyam ketupat (ahahaha) free babysitting services (HAHAHAHAHA!!)
hope we can get along well

whoever along choose to marry, its all fated,
and i believe she's the best for him
and i do hope along too, will be the best to her

to you both,
just remember
marriage is not only about wedding receptions, that will only lasts in few hours
but more hours, days and years to come
there's more : happiness definitely, but expect also episod2 sentap yang pastinya skrip berbeza dgn drama sentap org berchenta (hehe, trust me!) and you had to deal with it because there's no way you can break-off dah pasni..
to man, the title isteri is soo sacred, sometimes the wife herself cannot understand. so there will be things yg dulu laki tak penah kesah but now is suddenly on his topten priority list, like 'eh awat gelak kuat sgt ni, kontrol la skit' when it used to be 'eii i sukerr le dengar you gelak, kiyutt jek, gelak ler lagiii..'
and to wife, suddenly what you do, you'r bound by the husband, semua nk kena minta izin,ini tak boleh, itu tak boleh, siap dalil/hadis yg kata hasben kecik hati sikit dah berdosa, sikit2 kena ugut 'haa taknak masuk syurga ke yang??'
so what about yourself? anybody care what you feel? takde pulak sebut berdosa besar suami buat isteri menangis kan? so not fair issit?
and also remember the bride AND groom comes with the package, not just the bank account : the bad habit(s)u might never know, the families,the FAMILIES' bad habits, family tradition, the list can go on..
so be prepared to accept them, as they are.. do not waste time trying to change them overnight. just try your best to blend in.

the key word:PLAYSAFE (yup it works in ALL occassion hahaha!)

another pointer
- having subsribed to the cenel lapan ratus itu tidak menjanjikan mereka akan duduk di rumah utk tengok bola, ke mamak juaa baru boleh layann. jadi jgnlah percaya kalau suami ckp 'ye i kat kedai bawah je ni, jap gi balik laa'
- enjoy your time together while you can, go tgk wyg, holiday, layan F1 etc. nanti ada baby no way nk heret anak kecik masuk panggung wayang or surfing uptown tetengah mlm kan (eventho i did that hehe tp kes kena paksa ni) kesian baby, or rather, kesian mak baby tak sampai ati nk tinggalkan anak ;-p

i am back... yeay esok dpt claim!

isnin ku half day. lunch time ku menalipon tuan besar minta dihantar ke klinik
agaknya kesian benar mendengar sora manja yg ku ekzejeret macam la kena demam kepialu, he abide. ye la bila lagi nk bermanja kan
eleh ngaku je laa you pun dok menunggu alasan nk blah fr the ofis kan, kan? hehe u shud thank me!
spt biasa,doc normah kesayangan ku bg mc sehari je tanpa diminta
dan semlm ku minta extend lagi sehari wpun mlm tu dgn bersemangatnya ckp kat fifi 'tak la esok keja laa'
paling menyayat hati, tuan besar turut simpati atas ketidaksihatan diriku, dan memberi sokongan moral yg tidak berbelah bagi, dengan mengEL kan dirinya juga.
yaa itu diaa.. kami mmg pasangan serasi. cuma tak pandai berdansa je
alhamdulillah anak2 agak kebal, none of them fall sick walaupun aku tetap gigih mencium depa dalam dok sakit gitu.
along's wedding is on this coming friday
and 4 of us still had nothing to wear
kalau ikut laki ku yg tak penah kesah itu pakai je la apa yg ada
but of kos la aku berangan nk voge' anak beranak kan, nak merelit merelap gituu
its wedding anyway, bukan majlis buka posa. nasib le baru majlis akadnikah, the reception is in another 3, eh no, now already bulan 5, its scheduled in end july so 2 month or less kan, harap2 sempat la nk tempah baju - tu diaa kain org dah tulung beli,, nk pi tempah pun dok la bertangguh
buka lemari baru ku tringat i had this yellow/brown kurung sifon
shud be ok la kot, since mak suruh we all pakat2 pakai kaler kuning, wif brown2 sikit. so my part is done. now time for the little dolls. aisyah shudnt be prob, cumanya aliya sure takde saiz, she is too small for baju kurung.
but if aliya pakai gon, sohih2 si kaklong akan mengamuk nk pakai gon jugak2
adoiii.. semlm pun dia tetiba buat perangan nk pakai gaun princess dia tu kat rumah
nasib le abak hang garang nak oii, kalau ikut mummy, lantak hg la nk pakai apa, janji dok dendiam, tak bogel sudahh..
dlm dok tak sihat tu, manage to sneak to giant (hahahaa kantoi dgn ju haha) sebab last few months ada juai baju kurung budak kat luar tu. sekali bila kita nk beli takdak la pulakkk. dinchh!!
so off to hiong kong (yee aku soping kat hiong kong sg buloh je, terima kasih) actually found 2 yg ku berkenan, but cudnt decide wic one, (typical us kan?) one is mustard yellow with embroidery, the other is brown with embroidery+liplap, with kain batek..sgt comel okay.
but its brown, and no yellow kaler for the same design. kalau ada pon tak cantek la
en@na said tayah beli dulu, we stil got time til the least saturday ni
biasa la kitorang mmg selalu last menit... if not last sekali..




and im stil lobbying Yang Mulia tuan besar for new tudung..

MARI BERPLAGIAT BERAMAI-RAMAI

GOT THIS FROM A FREN
MAY IT SHED MORE LIGHT TO MY EVER-QUESTIONING OTHER HALF.. AMEN

Why Handbags Are So Important To Women
One of the most important accessories any woman loves to have a lot of
besides diamonds is handbags. Handbags of every shape, color, size, compartments
and any extras that the designers or not offs support us women. Guys can never
believe how big some of our handbags can get but they certainly do not have any
problems with giving us their stuff too! For instance, I only use to carry a
wallet but now we have a one-year baby girl and now I can carry just about
anything. He is forever handing me his blackberry, the truck keys, gum and
whatever else he has that I can carry. The funny thing is though is that at
times he will make a reference to the fact that my handbag is heavy and messy.
Got to love the mind of a man especially when they do not understand the
importance of a handbag; and not just any handbag but a women's handbag! Ladies,
I don't know if you feel the same as me but a handbag can tell you so much about
someone that you have an idea whether or not they are friend material. Have you
noticed other women's handbags? Are they designers' handbags? Is it important
for you to spend next month mortgage payment to have the much needed accessory
to accompany every single different outfit that we own? Well in one word -
YES!!! I know that it is hard to believe that you can pay anywhere from twenty
dollars up to ten thousand dollars just for a handbag. I have seen some women
even use the handbag for a diaper bag. Actually, I was in Las Vegas last year
and I watch a lady spend fifteen hundred dollars on a handbag that was meant to
be a diaper bad when her little one arrived into this world. Some would say
crazy but I say if you got it then buy it. Life can be too short and you might
as well enjoy every opportunity that life presents its self to us. It is very
important to have a handbag that will be our security blanket.Sometimes though
it can get very difficult to choose the perfect handbag for that special
occasion or just about any occasion we get the much need help from our friends
or favorite family members I have seen too many choices and sometimes walked out
the store because I felt a bit overwhelmed. I have been very fortunate though
that I have some friends and family members who seem to know exactly what I need
and purchase one for me as a gift. My sister-law and her family went to Hawaii
this past year and brought me back the perfect sized everyday handbag. It fits
absolutely everything that I need including a spot for personal items, cell
phone, make-up and all my kids' toys. It even has a section for all my husband's
favorite item. No matter who gives us the handbag or where we bought it or what
it's purpose it. A handbag is something that every woman should never go without
and just think I use to be strictly a wallet girl!

Doa kan aku tak selingku lagii..

aku mahu buat kerja
kerja yg sepatutnya siap minggu lepas, tp sebab bos takde maka aku beryoya2 dulu
hari ni padan muka aku, sebab bos sudah ada
dan bila2 masa saja dia akan memanggil
tp aku ada lagi TIGA checklist belum siap
dan komputer kau buat hal, kejap2 gantung diri
arghhhh $&^(*&(&%&^$%##
padan muka akuu!

dengan nada eksyen hati kecil berbisik : alahh kejap je nk buat checklist tu.... :-p
ntah2 bos punya pun belum siap
ju, nak bet? haha

Kerja, cuti dan kpi ku..

aku mau amik cuti
tapi tatau ler bila masa yg sesuaii
(yerr.. saya jeles sama jiran sebelah yg baru bercuti2 melesia tak abis lagi hehe)

hari ni ada sedikit sesema dan sakit tekak tahap tak boleh telan milo
aku - tak buleh minum milo??
ya..maknanya ia mmg sungguh serius dan kronik
tp takde maknanya kalau aku pi klinik amik mc hari ni
sebab me already at the ofis, kalau mc sapa nk ngantor me balik rumah pulak? kunci rumah takde kat den, ado kek laki den tu haa
agak2 rajin tak laki den menjd supir bawa den gi klinik, peh tu balik rumah beramahmesra sekupang dua, ;-)
ohh tentu tidak.. sebab laki den seorang warga yg amat berwawasan dan mendapat hidayah alam, manakan bisa dia ponteng keja nak mengaku sakit pulak hari ni (read:tuan besar itu telah mengmckan diri dia dah minggu lepas haha)

oh lupa pulakk, kalau mc hancuss la kpi aku seken round tahun ni..
jadinya, sakit nk mati pun kena la mai keja jugak2 kan kalau nk merasa bonus enampuloh bulan mcm org2 lain yg 'sgt baguss' ituuu..