will it be tomorrow??

apa eh aku cerita panjang2 tadi ek..
ermm..
oh aku citer last week hb eksiden, masa on the way nk gi keja.
elok aku sampai opis ada kol masuk, no tak kenal. but ingatkan somebody pasal keja ke apa
but then the caller said 'puan, suami puan kemalangan'
terkedu kejap aku.. but surprisingly i remain calm..
then i heard his voice.. he said its quite bad, dontknow broken somewhere..
syukur sgt bila dengar suara.he said they'e going to send him to hkl.
then i proceed to hkl after calling abak.
sampai hkl, mak dah ada. i was late becaouse parking at hkl was sooooooo payah, had to make few round, plus the signboard bodo asking u go everywhere grgrgrgr..
i masuk emergency room, just in time the attendance was taking him to observation ward. he looks swollen, and he keep still and dont even greet me! i was so worried. turn out dia tak berani gerakkan badan ekeke.
dah sampai ward baru dia nk ckp2, he told me the detail, and the dr's name is aisyah, the nurse there kiut2..cehhh sempat lagi tu!
well apa2 pun im glad he is okay.
immediately aku teringat cerita yg the wife dont want to have sex, then the hb died the day after..
it make me thinking... what if.. i dun get to see him again.. akan menyesalkah aku sebab i didnt tell him how much i love him, that i didnt kiss him enough, that i tak minta maaf semlm, that i didnt bother to salam n kiss him this morning.. all other things that i always want to do to him but i dont (for all the reason i could find to excuse myself..)
did i be good enough to him? would he redha me as his wife? berbaloikah gaduh hari2??

but..
right when he become himself again..
all the thinking gone hihi, i even thought of asking the dr to sew up his mouth! ekeke