what life?

sleep deprived

traffic jam gile babeng

2 hour minimum to and fro wokeh!!

caffein overdose
.
.

bahan2 pemangkin utk sebuah keruntuhan rumahtangga bahagia..

to my other half and other quarters
i'm terribly terribly sorry..

from abak with lovee..

like usual selebret besday aisyah biasa2 aje
takde belon pun
sebab hari ahad 2 hari lepas tu rayyan nk buat besday partayyy
resmbat ajek belon dia huahuahuaaa!

sebenarnya mami berangan lebih2
nak buatkan kek sendiri utk aisyah
tp sebelum apa2 or in case tak jadi or tak sempat, mami orderkan kapkek kat auntie pija sebagai bekap dulu ya. itupun last menit auntie pija tak berani amik order spesel, jadi mami kata 'apa kau buat, kasi je la lebih dalam 20+ biji utk akak ye dik pija'
so dapat la 25 biji kapkek cumil kaler ping ber i lap you utk kawan2 kat sekolah.

mami baru je nk ajak abak pegi beli brg buat kek,
sekali sampai rumah tgk abak dah setat projek dulu
celleeeehhhhhhhh....

tengok la
spesyel cekelat kek dari abakmu buat princess kesayangan

mcm biasa, mami jadi tukang repair
fondant tang bawah tu abak tak reti nk buat finishing lagu mana dah
maka mami pun gigih la membega dgn nozel yg baru beli kat giant
dah le mami pun pes taim pegang nozel
haa belasah ajekk..

tahun depan mami buatkan pulak ye hehe


p/s: sesapa nk amik order sila tinggalkan maklumat kat ruangan komen ye
no delivery charge
tp pengkeras sama komisyen manager kasik lebih sket yaa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH!

Aisyah is five today.

a number that always make me confused
sometimes i feel like she should be older, burdened her fragile shoulder with all sorts of 'tasks'
always telling her 'you'r big sister now so you should take care of everything, give good example to your little brother and not so little sister'

is it fair to expect so much from her?
ripping her from her own childhood joys to freely do everything a kid ought to be doing?
or is it the perfect time to plant the values, a trial to shape and mold her into something i (think) she should be

to my Dear Daughter Princess Aisyah

to day is your day

the special date that will always be remembered

mummy cant give you your dream princess themed birthday party

mummy cant even take the day off today to be with you

but mummy will always pray for you

to have the best in everything

to be the best daughter i ever have

to love and be loved by people around you always

to be able to acquire all the knowledge to satisfy you inquisitive minds.

never stop question will ya?

to be spared from terminal illness, sorrows and wicked-minds of the mean people

to be in divine protection all the time

never to stray from the lights and the right path (May Allah never leave you and always give you the guidance)

to respect and gain respect from people

to be bestowed with high darjat dunia dan akhirat

and the most important

to always love mummy and abak, take care of us when we cant take care of ourselves

be a solehah daughter adn granddaughter.

the first months..

barely 1-yr

tanda2 awal

on the way...

now..

opss tompang promote makcu sekali yaa

p/s: sorry i cant leave at 5pm

 my office hour ends at 5.30pm

does it make me an irresponsibly bad mother?