Andainya Ku Tahu

Andai Ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

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Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku

Chorus:
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa-dosa ku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Mungkin tahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat PadaMu

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa2 ku
Ampuni aku
Menangis minta tobat PadaMu

Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga

Andai Ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat PadaMu

2 days before Aidilfitri

huhu..
today sungguh malas mau kerja
partly because most people are already on raya leave.. while i will have to work until tomorow - the very last day of ramadhan.
esok dunno la how the plan, whether nk balik straight fr ofis - which i planned to get off earlier, 1/2 day la hopefully
aiyyoooo packing baru like err 30%? baju aisyah sudah masuk beg, except her baju kurung yg aku gatei nk letak beads.baru siap yg testing punya, but now dah sntuk sgt nk jahit kat her real bajuraya. semlm sempat jahit sikit jek.. ku rasa2 aku bakal buka semula and let it bare jek ekeke
baju aku sah2 tak sempat nk jahit. takpe lah..
hope we dun get caught in the bad bad jem kat plus hiway.

today:
** i learned that i cannot trust people when they say 'no thanks..or tak payah la..' when i offered them anything. whatever i want to give, just give. whether they want to appreciate it or not, up to them. i dun want only to hear them complaining later..
** and i also learned that we can never depend on man when it comes to the art or courtesy of giving..
** and i learned that if i want something, i should ask for it, no hint2 and then frustrated when people dun get my hints <- ni based on what people did to me.. oh pleaseee!!

27 Ramadhan 1428

semlm balik from s.alam ku noticed the night was clear, maybe just my imagination but it seems 'brighter'.. but hubby says 'mana ada..kan nk ujan ni..'
true, it rains later but i really thought that the night sky was so clear, not hazy like usual. hmm i thot it cud b THAT night.
you know, the signs are all there.. and i was sooo sleepy and tired that i go straight to bed as soon as we reach home. but my sleep was disturbed because aisyah dont want to go to sleep. hubby pulak was not feeling well.
this morning i see the sky was clear, maybe the after rain effect. but the morning sun was whitish and birds chirping happily..
maybe.. who knows... maybe..
akulah manusia yg kerugian ituu..

and today officially i declared as the forgetful day sedunia..
there's incidence so funny this morning ekekeke
buleh tak makcik rempit forgot her helmet haha
fortunatley not far fr home i realized eh awat today berangin semcm je ni, why aa myhead seems lighter..
sekali.. Allah ku lupa pakai helmet daa!!
jenuh kena gelak dgn pak mertuaku