melancholic day..

huhu..
today start off with melancholy feeling..
dun really know why.. but partly becos hb kind of partially forget my birthday
yeah i always say i dun really celebrate birthdays, that i dun really care
but when HE forgot that we'r supposed to go out for birthday dinner - sumthim that i would (so far) never forget if its his, or even his family's
buleh dia sebok mau pi pasar mlm..dah la pasar malam tu tak menarik pulak tu..eii mencabar kesabaran sungguh!
not that i wanted somthing extravagant.. i didnt even request my present pon..i dun mind if he didnt get me any..
just that.. i want to do something i want, happily with my beloved persons, on the only day in a year that truly dedicated to me..
is it so much to ask???

secondly.. today is our last day here at AG's office
tomorrow we'l defnitely moving to new office..
new,modern and kononnya cantik sgt opis baru yg ku tak suka sebab the trafik was soooooo bad! how la they can choose that kind of location grgrg..
i have to resort to ride in motorcycle with hubby to work - which i dreaded much - but have no other wiser choice. u know la riding motorcycle in kl is total nightmare.. cilok sana sini, peha tu rasa cam ...eiii fragilenyeeee lahaii!!! so exposed
furthermore ku rasa sedih sebabnya.. all this while after we were incorporated, staying close to AG is what bind us, but when we finally moved out.. baru come to m y senses that i no longer with govt services.. hmmm.. this is totally a stepping out, a point of no return.
lets pray this is indeed a good decision, a wise investment i ever made in my life.. aminnnn

Where do i begin..

Where do I begin
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love she brings to me
Where do I start

With her first hello
She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine
Therell never be another love, another time
She came into my life and made the living fine
She fills my heart

She fills my heart with very special things
With angels songs , with wild imaginings

She fills my soul with so much love
That everywhere I go Im never lonely
With you my love, who could be lonely
I reach for her hand-its always there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know Ill need her till the stars all burn away
And shell be there

Ana sang to me last nite.. how lomentik aa..

sometimes..he can be such an angel

if he wants to.. that's it

Andy Williams lyrics
Days Of Wine & Roses
Love Story
The Impossible Dream
related lyrics
Shanice+ Saving Forever For You
Johnny Mathis+ It's Not For Me To Say
Neil Young+ Dream Machine
Frank Sinatra+ The Way You Look Tonight+ A Nightingale Sang in Berkeley Square+ Strangers in The Night
Dean Martin+ Arrivederci Roma+ Buona Sera+ Volare
2 Live Crew+ Drop The Bomb
Travis+ The Cage

monday 18/6/2007

as usual.. today is the dreaded monday..
but today not that bad la..just malas mau bgn awal
but once dah sampai ofis ku rasa ok lak
now aku pun dah terikut my colleague dok diet.. not that aku diet sama hihi.. cumanya bila time makan, aku pun sama minum air kosong ja. rasanya aku mmg kurang minum air kosong la.. thus that's why i get so tired and my body not functioning well lately.
pg tadi buleh ka ku dok konpius - eh opis aku dah pindah ke blom eh?? mmg setau aku last friday kata postponed till next week, but since tadak formal announcement aku doubt gak..buatnya tetiba opis kat kl mampus aku kuar lambat..but not possible la since nobody told me about angkat brg ke hapa masa wiken.
why ah late lay aku cam disoriented sket.. last few days aku confuse between right n left, not kind of mixed up between the two, but more like i look at my right feet and went ' eh, ye ke itu kaki kanan??' u know.. of course dlm ati je la..kalau ckp kuat2 mampus kena gelak dgn en.ana..