Finally frozen

ok we watched Frozen.
finally
both in English and Bahasa.
and now even Adyra wud scream 'Jenn! jenn!'
and sometimes i swear i hear her mumbling 'gooo...it gooooo..!
the other day i heard Umar called her 'Enna!!'

i love Anna
i think Elsa need  counseling.
understandable tho..

mother's day

dont celebrate Mother's day pun..
because i think i am not a good mother, not much to celebrated

i yelled constantly to my innocent,  naive kids
i never bake their favorite cake
i am not home 24/7 with them
i missed their sports day  last year
i didnt supervise their homework every night --> and they didnt get those A as many as their cousins and my friend's kids
i make super simple instant breakfast
their white uniforms are not super bright but smeared and ugly
i did not watch Frozen, so i dont know the lyric to sing with them
these days, i hardly sit down to play with them.
i complained that im tired ALL the time
i didnt buy them crayon or paint to color anymore because im too stressed to clean up after that.
i am mad at their father so i yelled at them.
i ordered them to sit still, scream less everytime i 'talk' to them
i am not a good referee - either i never took side, or im at everyone's side
i didnt buy their dream toy because i want to teach them to value what the have.
i tell them what to wear. and stressed myself at the expenses of everyone when they dont.

Drama pukul 7

sejak  meletop2 ombak rindu..makin berderet2 la novel nak masuk peti tv..

aku sampai dah tak tau mana satu slot samarinda, lestary la..akasia la..

tak koser aku nk folo..

dulu masa dlm pantang boleh la terlentang je asal pukul 2 tgk sinetron indon..sampai ckp kedah pun dah bunyik indon.

aku sebenarnya malas nk tgk citer2 drama tv ni sebab:

1. hidup aku dah penuh drama dah.. tak perlu serabutkan otak layan drama kat tv tu..ni dok susah hati awat laki dia cam tu awat gerpen laki dia cam gitu..awat mak tiri mak mertua dia buat gitu alahaiii... siries tak koser.. same goes to cerita korea..lagi la.. tp aku s uka tgk citer korea juga sebab suka tgk rumah diorang..tgk diorang makan apa..and i  like the fact yg aku rasa la.. kat jln2 raya korea cuma ada kereta diorg je..mcm tak pernah nmpk pulak mercedes ke bmw ke walau kaya mana pun diorg.. ye ke?

2. nanti aku sakit ati sorg2 tgk 'life' org sekrg.. yg dah halal laki bini ko taknak buat apa2, yg gepren mekpren juga yg mcm2 gaya.. pastu pompuan cantik sikit mesti gedik nk laki org sebab org tu kaya..

laki pulak mesti nak pompuan seksi cantik je jadi bini dia.. 

takleh jual kot kalau heroin dia mcm dayang senandung?

pastu cerita anak tak sah taraf la, ada anak kat sinun..kat sinin.. suka2 rogol org mcm takde apa2

..terkedu..

ye la mmg niat asal nk educated people yg benda tu tak baik, tp cara ditunjukkan dlm drama tu mcm its okay to 'ter'buat salah..minta maaf sikit2 lebih  kurang, 

paling penting, benda ni bila kita tgk hari2, berbulan2 diulang masuk dlm kepala hotak lama2 jadi 'biasa'.. nnt org bg tau eh anak i dah preknen la tp taknak kawin lagi.. kita pun dah tak rasa apa dah..

hmm biarlah je lah Cik Yah, pandai2 diorang la..jgn buang anak tu sudah.. 

haa gitu  ke nk jawap? 

3. dialog wajib -" haa tu mesti dah kena guna2.. "
alahaiii... yg bercakap tu bukannya makcik2 tak sekolah kat ceruk kg zaman 40an dik oii... tp org muda yg blom 30 (dlm citer tu la.. so makna kata dia mesti lah lahir dlm tahun 80an ye dak? tgk watak dia - usahawan berjaya, anak org kaya yg mestilah mak pak hantar pi sekolah baguih2..sekolah org putih.. but sekalik luar dari mulut???? fail

bab hasad dengki kiri kanan tu biasa dah mmg ramuan wajib..tak kira cerita org mana pun..

cuma aku harap sgt.. para penggiat seni.. biarlah seni itu pentas dakwah kita, buat la dgn cara yg betul

kalau salah sekali, usaha lagi cari formula yg sepatutnya..insyaallah.