hari ke 5 - 7

ye, nk iter buat apa dalam pantang

hari kelima semakin baik
org puteh kate the lelama the better..
contraction makin menyepi, sekali sekala dtg dan tak sakit stg dah
rugi je TB beli pontalon kat aku
hari tu aku yg beria suruh dia beli painkiller sebab yg spital kasi cam tak lut je
oh TB dah balik
babaiiii

oh baby?
still blom boleh balik
2  hari lepas kena jaundice
ku ingat tak kena sebab darah dia sama darahku
siap sama rhesus lagi (eh ke mmg ken sama??)
nasib dah duduk kat spital kan, so bila nmpk tanda2 awal je terus kasi duduk bawah itu lampu
pagi tadi dah off the lampu, off the O2..
except susu masih diberi ikut tiub
ouchhh!! yess ku tau.. mesti sakit kan
masalah skrg baby dah minum byk tp tah kenapa berat tak naik2

well.. i'l update later ya

lagi satu
most p[robably nama baby pun kena tukar kot hehe
setelah mengambil pandangan pelbagai lapisan masyarakat setempat dan antarabangsa...

Bagai mimpii..

Salam all...
cannot cite panjang eh..
just to announce the arrival of my prince Muhammad Emir Khayr Muhammad 'Umar Qayyum  last Saturday 21/08/2010 at 4 AM

encem takk??

born at 35 weeks. weighted only 1.85kg, so kena masuk inkubator dulu lah ye

kasi can mummy rehat2 kat rumah jap

as per today, he's basically okay, just have to wait until he reach 2kg baru boleh balik rumah

before i discaj, sempat pi melawat dia, kebetulan nurse tgh tukar diaper so dpt la sentuh2 dia.. he hold my finger so tight huhu!!!

MUMMY AND EVERYBODY HERE MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR

COME HOME SOON!

Updates

17/8/10 - had one intense contraction @sahur.but nothing followed xcept tightening every 1/2hrly.
stil, went to see gynae just to make sure.
And my nightmare was confirmed - i'm already 3cm dilated! So I was put on 2 (painful) doses of dexa and pil apatah utk stop the contraction. Actually since dok terbongkang kat wad ni mmg xde contraction lgsung. Rasanya hr tu sakit sbb ku kemas rumah n kalau gerak sikit mmg terasa le.
Esok bole balik kot tp sakit pinggang seyy sejak mkn ubat tu..mungkinkah?

Di sini menanti Di sana menunggu

its 11 am monday morning
i know i should be working instead of googling on 'signs of labor', 'packing for hospital' and stuffs
just couldn help it..
im already entering  my 34w
and i'l be seeing my gynae only next week
unless something happen
lets hope not
while i'l be glad and pray that all the pain and discomfort will go away soon
i wont take the risk of having a preemie. i just want to avoid the complications.. pity baby kan..
(not to mention the costs tho'!)
going by experience, maybe i'l just wait fo rmore imminent signs before i can rush to hospital.
the most, just wait til next week for updates.

reading the hopital list again and again now i realize that i still short on some things
ok lets list them down before i forgot again:
1. my spare going home outfit
2. socks - cant remember where i put them???
3. slippers - or i might just make use of my sandals
4. cardigan - still on my laundry list
5. toothbrush/paste - the travel set bought but yet to pack
6. nursing bra
7. towel
8. spare shirt for hubby
9. hairband! a must!!

should i bring hot pack as well?
eh bang, pinjam your talipinggang kurus tu boleh?

cameras - i know so many people who'l be more than delighted to take over hehe

one more thing
i cant find my barut!!!
sejak pindah rumah hr tu byk benda stil unpack
im not sure in whic box?!!!

ayoooo mcm banyak la pulak.. berapa beg nk bawa daaa.....

thanks to gugel imej - now im dreaming of nice hot and trendy bags!!
santek2 la pulak beg depa ni bawa pi spital je pon!
i've already put my baby's essential into the basket, dgn harapan omaknya nk menumpang sama hehe
and most prolly, the other additional item will simply goes into my groceries bag..

De5

ingat lagi tak  aku citer pasai bekas air ni?

haa...
kat giant dah ada balik laa..
2 3 jenis lak tu

nk beli ke tak?
beli?
tak?

beli -> cam gedik je kan sebab bila masa tah nk buat parti ni..
tak beli -> uishhh karang nyesal lagi.. kan TB kan?
dia ni kan, hari tu cam tu gak,  bila ada dpn mata ckp tayah beli lah, pastu bila dah takde melilau cari
ni dah ada balik, kembali tak payah je vocab dia.. (ku tau la sebab rega dia lapan puloh hengget kan bang kan??)

tak pe la, ada rezeki kot mana pun dpt la tu esok2...
kalau beli skrg pun bukannya aku buleh mandikan adik baby kat dlm tu...

FB lagii..

musim2 gini berderet la kat FB tu pakat2 dok update status bgtau masak apa, lauk apa utk berbuka dan sahur
especially kaum ibu
eh aku pun kaum ibu gak kan? hehe tak terasa ke wajib nk war2 kan sumer org aku bagi anak dan laki makan apa?
actually syiok jugak layan menu2 korang tu
buleh buat rujukan kala dah tatau nk masak apa
tambah2 pulak kalau yg tetiba mengidam nk makan pelik2.. haa time gini la baru tau wujud rupanya makanan tu!
aku tak tulis sebab selalu last minute baru nk pikir
malas nk pikir awal2 sebab balik rumah tgk apa ada baru bleh perah otak nk invent menu utk hari tu
sebab ku jrg2 masak, stok kering basah mmg beli cukup2 je
so selalunya aku lupa bawang aku tinggal berapa biji, cili ada lagi ke tak..

apapun aku faham la perasaan korang..
ye la.. syiok kan buleh masak utk org tersayang
kembang, bangga semacam je..
tp yg selain kaum ibu tu pun, kaum bapa atau bakal bapa pun beria hapdet!! bukan apa.. itu sekadar menggambarkan harapan perut masing2 hahaha.. kot2 la ada rezeki tergolek
or semoga para2 isteri baca dan menjadikan ia satu realiti....

hmm pukul berapa la nk sampai rumah hari ni
semlm ingat nk oder deliveri from sup ani je.. ye jgn tatau sup ani ada deliveri youuu... senang idop aii..
aisyah nk mkn mee sup, tp kol byk2 kali nomot meneja dia tetiba tiada dlm perkhidmatan la pulak
agaknya sebok dgn bufet berbuka kot.
disebabkan ofis kasi balik awai 1/2 jam, makanya lunch time ku juga dipotong 1/2 jam.. mana sempat nk pi shoping groceri..
rasanya tapau je la kat kentin ofis ni karang..

Warkah buat Kekanda

Kanda ku yg di kasihi,

Adinda cuma nk minta something
siiikiiittttt... je, tak banyak.

adinda nk minta tolong sebenarnya

err.. buleh tak
kanda tolong repairkan lampu toilet bawah tu
pastu tolong pasang paip getah sekali eh
eh, kalau nk pasang paip yg spray tu laaaagi adinda berbesar hati
senang sikit adinda nk cebok berak anak
tak larat la nk naik tangga...

kerjasama dan pertimbangan sewajarnya dari pihak kekanda amatlah adinda hargai dan didahulukan dengan ucapan kanda sorang lah sahaja cinta hati dinda.. tp bulan posa ni nk geli2 payah la sikit harap kekanda faham.

sekian terima kasih

wassalam
dari Adinda mu yg mengah dan buncit.

terai test

hari ni terai test posa
alhamdulillah buleh laa
cuma perut meneganggg je satu hari
tak selesa nk bergerak byk2
tadi 3 4 kali gak kena braxton
2 kali sakit gilerrr
tp ku tunggu tanda2 lain baru nk gegas
nasib baik takde pe pe

buka posa ku belasah kek cekelat sama cis kek kartika sari
bos bawak balik dari bandung semlm
semlm aisyah wat dunno je
TB lak komplen ada kulit telor la apa laa
aahh tak suker sudahhh
elokkk je aku perabih aisyah tanya 'laa kek cokelat tu dah takde ke mami?'
lo haiii budak sorg ni pun
mmg besa tau
last2 minit dah habis licin baru nk minta
masa tgh byk takde kau pandang.. bila tanya 'tak nak ' je jawabnye
kalau makan kat luar, elok org dah abis makan nk balik baru sebok nak makan itu ini

oh karang nk goreng ikan bilis + sayur goreng kat TB

dia rekues nasi ulam
tp bilanya le hai adinda nk pi pasar tani kanda oii...
wiken lah eh?

you got me

bang.. bang..
ajar yang buat muka rabbit tu?

ok, kepitkan idung jgn lupa!

haa gigi jarang tu kaber2 skit ya

ok.. nindia pelajar terbaik kelas tahun 2010!!

yah yah

abg bangga dgn mu yangg!!

p/s : kenang gigiku dalam doa mu...

bumpy ride

haa.. bukan senang nk tgk perut ku kan

at last
this is my bump at end of 32w

now the honeymoon period is sooo ober..

mengah seyy

makan lak takleh byk2

tido tak lena

duduk tak kena.. diri tak kena

and now baby tak kurang gerak, but kejap2 mengeras jek

tu yg tambah 60x cuak tu!

but so far stil blom ada patterned timely contraction so ku 'rilek' je la dulu

taknak la nk rush ke spital

btw, this week supposed to go for my appointment, maybe required to take the jab to prepare the baby's lung, in case..

apa2 pun lets hope there's no complication and baby will arrive on time.

Ameenn..

Tiada Lagi

sometimes..
in order for us to be happy
we had to make some unhappy choices
it may be not what we wanted most
but
maybe,
it'l be the one choice that will make all the difference in the long longg wayy..

apa2 pun..
we had to redha ( i know its easier said than done)
everything happen for a reason
for God knows what are the bests for us

to those who'd had been there
or is having bad time
all the best to you
take it as a challenge and tests from Him who loves us the most
my prayer is always with you..

Tiada Lagi

Kita jalin cinta

Bila hati selalu berbeda

Sampai kapan lagi

Aku harus menahan

Rasa kecewa di dalam dada

Seandainya kita masih bersatu

Tak mungkinkan menyatu

Walau masih ada sisa cinta

Biarkan saja berakhir sampai

Di sini

Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan

Tiada lagi yang ku impikan

Biar aku sendiri tanpa diri mu

Tiada lagi kata cintamu

Takkan lagi ku bersama mu

Biar ku simpan semua

Kenangan ku bersamamu...

nasib la makcu rajin nk letak gambar korang kat fb ye
buleh mami cilok haha

saya suka makan sketi

hari hari saya makan sketi

auwww!

muka budak baru baik demam ni..

acuu...

im tooo sexy for your camera laa..

hehe

auwww...

di mana saja ada makanan

saya gumbiraa.. lalalala..!