melancholic day..

huhu..
today start off with melancholy feeling..
dun really know why.. but partly becos hb kind of partially forget my birthday
yeah i always say i dun really celebrate birthdays, that i dun really care
but when HE forgot that we'r supposed to go out for birthday dinner - sumthim that i would (so far) never forget if its his, or even his family's
buleh dia sebok mau pi pasar mlm..dah la pasar malam tu tak menarik pulak tu..eii mencabar kesabaran sungguh!
not that i wanted somthing extravagant.. i didnt even request my present pon..i dun mind if he didnt get me any..
just that.. i want to do something i want, happily with my beloved persons, on the only day in a year that truly dedicated to me..
is it so much to ask???

secondly.. today is our last day here at AG's office
tomorrow we'l defnitely moving to new office..
new,modern and kononnya cantik sgt opis baru yg ku tak suka sebab the trafik was soooooo bad! how la they can choose that kind of location grgrg..
i have to resort to ride in motorcycle with hubby to work - which i dreaded much - but have no other wiser choice. u know la riding motorcycle in kl is total nightmare.. cilok sana sini, peha tu rasa cam ...eiii fragilenyeeee lahaii!!! so exposed
furthermore ku rasa sedih sebabnya.. all this while after we were incorporated, staying close to AG is what bind us, but when we finally moved out.. baru come to m y senses that i no longer with govt services.. hmmm.. this is totally a stepping out, a point of no return.
lets pray this is indeed a good decision, a wise investment i ever made in my life.. aminnnn

Where do i begin..

Where do I begin
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love she brings to me
Where do I start

With her first hello
She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine
Therell never be another love, another time
She came into my life and made the living fine
She fills my heart

She fills my heart with very special things
With angels songs , with wild imaginings

She fills my soul with so much love
That everywhere I go Im never lonely
With you my love, who could be lonely
I reach for her hand-its always there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know Ill need her till the stars all burn away
And shell be there

Ana sang to me last nite.. how lomentik aa..

sometimes..he can be such an angel

if he wants to.. that's it

Andy Williams lyrics
Days Of Wine & Roses
Love Story
The Impossible Dream
related lyrics
Shanice+ Saving Forever For You
Johnny Mathis+ It's Not For Me To Say
Neil Young+ Dream Machine
Frank Sinatra+ The Way You Look Tonight+ A Nightingale Sang in Berkeley Square+ Strangers in The Night
Dean Martin+ Arrivederci Roma+ Buona Sera+ Volare
2 Live Crew+ Drop The Bomb
Travis+ The Cage

monday 18/6/2007

as usual.. today is the dreaded monday..
but today not that bad la..just malas mau bgn awal
but once dah sampai ofis ku rasa ok lak
now aku pun dah terikut my colleague dok diet.. not that aku diet sama hihi.. cumanya bila time makan, aku pun sama minum air kosong ja. rasanya aku mmg kurang minum air kosong la.. thus that's why i get so tired and my body not functioning well lately.
pg tadi buleh ka ku dok konpius - eh opis aku dah pindah ke blom eh?? mmg setau aku last friday kata postponed till next week, but since tadak formal announcement aku doubt gak..buatnya tetiba opis kat kl mampus aku kuar lambat..but not possible la since nobody told me about angkat brg ke hapa masa wiken.
why ah late lay aku cam disoriented sket.. last few days aku confuse between right n left, not kind of mixed up between the two, but more like i look at my right feet and went ' eh, ye ke itu kaki kanan??' u know.. of course dlm ati je la..kalau ckp kuat2 mampus kena gelak dgn en.ana..

nota

please note that pictures will be updated and added when i can
now busy with moving so i dun saved new picture in my computer

Tribute to my father

sempena hari bapa sedunia pada 17hb ni, i would like to thank you ayah for being the most wonderful father to me..
siriesly.. this morning tetiba aku rasa sayu bila teringat ayah
lemme see if ada tak gambar ayah..
eh takleh donlod lakk
eventhough u never say u love me, out and loudly, i know you do.
my dad is not the richest person, nor he is a scholar or what
but he did touched me in his own way
he made me see life in different ways
he gave me simple advices most people rarely do ,which i remember till today
he gave me freedom to do what i want in life, yet he's strolling behind me n pick me up when i fall
he hardly have money to spend on us, but he never once made us feel like we live as pauper
he never pushed me in my study, instead he encourage us to do our best
when i presented him my 8aggregate SPM result through the phone that day, i can 'see' he's smiling when he say ' terima kasihhh...'
that day i never forget
that simple 'thank you' has changed me forever..
(all this while, i thought i live only for myself
little did i realised that whatever i did actually do have some impact to other as well..)

ayah,
kakngah loves you as much as i loves mak..
dont be sad if we'r not as close as we'r with mak
its just that.. we'r not brought up that way..
there's stil smal tiny little 'father-daughter' gap between us
which i guess, is getting tinier and narrower now.
may long live and blessed always

and
all your sacrifices..
what or how much i did.. will never match that
i'l never able to repay you n mak..never..

thursday 14/6/2007

my office is busy packing things to pindah to new office in KL. supposedly kalau ikut jadual pindah this saturday.. but tadi i just found out the new office so la not ready to move in now.. carpeting not done yet, so the furniture and all cannot pasang la yet, and also the aircond cannot be switched on till the carpeting is commplete
so how la like this.. my dept is the most files... so we had started early and 95% are already in the boxes. buatnya postponed tak haru ke nak unpack balik all the files??!!!

i'm figuring out how to blog fr my new henpon
stil terhegeh2 nak cari all the feature ekeke.. biasa la aku ni buta IT sket.. plus malas mau godek2. all i do is make/receive calls n sms..hihi
but now i had the gadget, i must use it la kan.. if not rugi la pulakk..bazir je
tu pun rasa cam rugi bila my hubby get a new phone with almost the same function at much cheaper price erghhhhh.. but hubby said ' takpe la.. come on la u deserve it whatt..'
come to think about it.. maybe he's right
the last phone i bought myself is ermm haha i dun remember the model pun ! seingat i its a free phone i get masa register mbf cc.. then when hubby rosakkan, he replaced it with his nokia 9250 kot.. it was wayy back late 90's..then when it become harder to hear people's voice (can u belive it i guna sampai gitu sekali?!!) he gave me his nokia gemuk tu. tu pun because he took his father's hp. imagine my mother-inlaw's hp is much more updated than us!!
gile 'kedekut' kan hihi..